welcome to my freaky world & thnx for your visting

welcome  to my    freaky world & thnx for your visting

# Posté le samedi 03 janvier 2009 18:28

Modifié le mardi 18 août 2009 10:01

mirage that's my name

mirage that's my name
POOOR. but i see myself as rich. I never live above my means and happy with what i have in life. hardly ever take sick, so i recon i am healthy. i am 5'7=1.78 cm and weigh around 80. i drink lots of COKA KOLA. hate man made drugs including alcohol. i like rock & teck & old rap music. i like to explore places. like sea travel, traveling by plane would be nice. i don't live in make belief worlds.

# Posté le vendredi 23 octobre 2009 16:19

TEARS DON'T FALL by SaRaBi

TEARS DON'T FALL by SaRaBi
This white page is blank and dry
And next to me I can almost hear your pain
Knowing I can't help.
And my hands are stained
And I'm slipping away from you for no reason...
The blankness it way too bright for my broken eyes
A single black tear blurs it all away.
We both feel so alone
We are so alike but we can't help each other.
My pulse beats to my silent sobs
Your body shakes and I want to make these clouds float away.
It won't ever be like before.

# Posté le jeudi 15 octobre 2009 19:21

Today by SaRaBi

Today by SaRaBi
I guess this was just another day
Like all the rest rushing by
Every memory tagging behind
And every time her eyes cross over to me
I wonder how he cannot see
The pain painted on my face.

I'm still standing here
As they all tell me to let go
But all it hurts even more
It makes everything I see
Sharper and cutting into me
Like I will remember till I die
If I don't slip before.

And all the people unconscious
Hitting me with their poisoned bullets
My life spinning away
I am behind while my shadow walks forward
I laugh but I'm not here
At least not today.

# Posté le jeudi 15 octobre 2009 19:05

ThE MISERY bY SaRaBI

ThE MISERY bY SaRaBI
The sky was glowing too bright for my dark eyes
Cutting into my mourning heart way too hard
This headache won't go away...
I feel all this despair and I feel alone
Don't laugh too loud, it hurts my ears.
There's no right solution, anyways;
Even if one day I feel better,
Was it worth living to drown in so much pain?
The lanscape is blurred by my tears,
Smudged flowers turn into blood,
The bright sun stings my half-closed eyes.
I want it to be all your fault but we both know it's not,
And someday when you read this poem.
You'll understand how much you mean to me.
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# Posté le jeudi 15 octobre 2009 19:38

GENERATION by SaRaBi

GENERATION by SaRaBi
I wonder how far this generation will be corrupted

By all you false adults

Who seem to know so much about us

Yet don't have a clue what's really going on

Behind the mask we have to put up to not collapse

Under the weight of expectations.

There is only so much we should do

And only in the right road of fairytale lies

But wherever you walk, the primroses die.
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# Posté le jeudi 15 octobre 2009 19:28

Road with no regret by SaRaBi

Road with no regret by SaRaBi
your eyes shine bright
in the blinding sunlight
and all i ever did to you
was love you
i want the rain to come crashing down
and clear me of my dirty tears
i dont want to watch you walk away
without a last look
or a sign of regret..!
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# Posté le jeudi 15 octobre 2009 18:41

YOUR HEART by SaRaBi

YOUR HEART by SaRaBi
Will it ever be mine
I know never will it fall
Or slip into the dark,
Never would I loose it
I would keep it close to my soul.

Though that it maybe not the best place
For my soul is slip in pieces
There's room to loose your heart
I am lost; there's too many emotions.

I don't deserve anything from you
But my heart longs to grab everything
Too strong for me to hold back
I want to tell you I love you.

Your heart is lost to me forever
I put too much effort
In trying to get it
Even though it isn't mine to hold.

And the wind howling outside
Taints my heart with misery
The sting of an impossible story;
I cry all alone as your heart beats for her.
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# Posté le jeudi 15 octobre 2009 19:44

WATER AND AGONY; MUD AND STARS by SaRaBi

WATER AND AGONY; MUD AND STARS by SaRaBi
Tears of pain stream down my cheeks
Like misery released in rivers of mud and stars.
I lie struggling on the floor;
The vivid lights transpiercing my skin.
Where is the way out of this? My eyes are blind;
I can't find a safer place
And low moans break the silence
Like owls in the quiet night.
Water and agony drip down my forehead;
Head hurts too much to scream.
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# Posté le jeudi 15 octobre 2009 18:51

HANDWRITTEN MISERY by SARABI

HANDWRITTEN MISERY by  SARABI
and electric vibrations
through the door and out the window
and the sky above your head
and the sky above my head
and the sky above our heads
where is your heart? where is your hand?
follow the blue light
and take a deep breath
but never get too close or your wings
will melt and fall off.
haven't you ever cried tears of blood
and closed your eyes to only hear the sobs?
green flowers when i talk
and lies when you breathe.
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# Posté le samedi 10 octobre 2009 10:53